August 2010
my stupid day -_______________-
OKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!
so todaaaaaaaaaay i got a haircut :D yayayay<3 i’m happpppy (: it’s not that short, just lighter and i guess it’s fine (:
and then i went to the mallllllllll (: i was soooooo excited to buy myself like at least one new outfit today, for schoooool but no -.- my dad called me to buy him and my mom like 4 shirts my sister wanted a...
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my moooood went totallly down after hearing this…
Michelle
lol
have fun wit matthewww
dont u want it to just u and him
sincee caroline and i r not going
TOT
10:13pmMe
caroline’s not going?
CAROLINE’S NOT GOING?
like my two bestfriends from church aren’t going to lock in…. WHAT THE HECK? now what am i supposed to do? sit there like a lonely girl? like what the...
highschooooool.
WOW. highschoool starts in three days… who knew it would be coming so quickly? the summmer flew by and like i didn’t even realize. i miss tanning by the pool, going to the beach, hanging out with friends. now it’s SCHOOL.
i’m like excited to go school supply shopping, and all that but finally freshmen year. they say it’s the easiest, but i’m just scared. all...
“the future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams”
– eleanor roosevelt
FNR.
i think today’s fnr was my highlight of the weeeeeek (: it’s going to make me so happpppy <3
i don’t see myself as fat.
i don’t see myself as an ugly person.
i don’t see myself as an annoying person.
i don’t see myself as a person who hates herself..
i know that i have haters because i stood up for something in my life. and i’m proud of it....
HI (:
i just fell in love with a new boy band group (:
THANKS JUSTINE :D
props to YOUUUUU<33333333333333
and now i’m in love with like ZE:A and D-NA (:
I LOVE YOU :D
teeeheeeeeeeeeeee :D
STHANKS .
CAROLINE LEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay i know you may not be on facebooook or aimmmmmm but at least you can be on tumblr… right? lmao well hopefullly you read this by tomorrow before church LMAO. (:
okaay well so today was the second to last day at band camp and the director or whatever he’s called told me that tomorrow is the last day for band camp to it’ll be like a half day (: sooooooo most likely is like i...
the cutest thing that made my day today
75 percent i just want to go to see you but the other 25 percent is just because it’s fun to go.
ohmygooodness<3 i swear to you now. i think he’s the cutest thing lmao<3 that’s so cute (: and he likes me better than most girls (; which i also think is the cutest thing lmao AGHHH gosh how can i live without him? XDDDD
he’s so cute<3
ticklemyimagination:
superheroindisguise:
aayegelica:
angieebuddy:
-natalieee:
xbbyxjasminex:
fromliontomouse:
jessefungo:
I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a cashier hand this little boy some money back.
The boy couldn’t have been more than 5 or 6 years old.
The cashier said, “I’m sorry, but you don’t have enough money to buy this doll.
”Then the little boy...
i have a confession...
i think i really like him :/
just something about him just makes me feel so happpy….
i get butterflies when he smiles at me… we he hugs me….
i can’t describe the feeling that i feel when i see you or when i’m with you… but you live so far away and i get to barely see you ):
you were at summer school and i saw you daily but now that it’s over i can...
summmmmerschoooool.
summmerschoool ended ): and i wish it didn’t…
i miss my first graders<3 and my donald trump and my kindergardeners and my yunsan ): i didn’t know i could fall for him this quickly ): i miss everyone at summmer school and hopefullly they come next year cause i don’t think i can go on without seeing him ):
aggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
damnit...
what the fuck.
so what fucking right do you have to curse at me?
what do you fucking think?
WHAT GOES THROUGH THAT STUPID GAY PUSSY FUCKING JERK HEAD OF YOURS?!
LIKE WTF DO YOU ARE? LIKE WTF? YOU THINK YOU CAN BARGE INTO MY LIFE AND TALK TO ME AGAIN AFTER YOU IGNORED ME FOR A MONTH? AFTER YOU SAID YOU WERE GONNNA THROW UP AND THAT YOUR EYES WERE GOING TO BLEED AFTER SEEING THAT PICTURE OF ME?
WHO THE HELL...
end of the day !
sigh just came back from beach trip..
it wasn’t much fun without caroline there it was always rebecca and edward together and then michelle and matthew so of course i’m the loner -___- i really wish caroline came :/ it would have been so much more fun! so i got cut while trying to get away from the waves…. ohwelll
and you know what matthew? FUCK YOU.
and michelle? CAN YOU...
beach trip
well hiiii (:
GOOODMORNING TO EVERYONE READING THIS<3
it’s like 8 and 30 minutes before i’m gonnnnna leave for church. but i’m still sad that caroline can’t come :/ BUUUt.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA LEE (:
teeeheee i have an upset stomach :/ and sigh it’s probably because i’m gonna be with matthew. my tummy always hurts when i with him :/ BLAH
CAROLINE I...
life.
life isn’t love
life isn’t regret
life isn’t worry
life isn’t depression.
but why in the world do so many people think it is? just LIVE your life the way it is without thinking. the only bad thing could be if you get into an accident or whatever but everything else is probably MEANT to happen. so live life without regrets without worry without depression, and you can...
seriously...?
you can answer every other question but when i ask you about us you’re silent and ignore me. but you should know for a fact that you can’t ignore me forever. never in my life did i think that you would be one of the most important people, and i didn’t think that you would leave such an impact on me. with you gone it’s not the same cause i miss you too much. it’s...
high points, low points?
high points:
movie night was amazing<3
beach trip this saturday (:
bible study is back :D
mountain creek this friday !
matthew’s birthday’s coming up!
school’s coming(:
low points:
caroline can’t go to beach trip ):
(but i’m making her)
i haven’t talked to him for 3 weeks :/
summer’s almost over!
what can i do if i just...
never again.
i can’t handle this now.
every day i would go through this and he wouldn’t care and how many times do i have to say sorry for the wrongdoing of him? i swear now it’s pissing me off. i haven’t talked to him in 2 weeks. what happened to being bestfriends? what happened to him never leaving me? he’s supposed to be here for me yet of course he’s not. what am i...
second thoughts.....
seconds thoughts on beach trip…
second thoughts on matthew
second thoughts of going to pcnj..
second thoughts on everything..
i just want to stay home and cry…
this isn’t what i wanted in my summer…
this isn’t what i planned to earn…
i’m such a fail..
maybe i’ll just stop with pcnj and continue with onnuri…
i’m going to be...
diet.
i can’t stand to look at myself. my disgusting body,i dont get how people can stand to look at me. i’m so fat. i look at other people and i’m so jealous that i can’t be like them. out of all my friends i’m the fattest. whatever i try to do i fail so i just gain more weight. i’m so fucking fat i can’t stand the kids and summer school asking me why i’m...
once in my life
you actually cared, you reallly did but now you became this thing, but of course you changed after you broke up with michelle. then you went to depression mood and blamed me. but i’m guessing maybe that helped or maybe that didn’t but the only thing i know for sure, is that i HAVE to get over you and i HAVE to stop getting sad cause of your little ass being all pissed at the world. but...
