June 2010
can't believe...
i just don’t understand anymore… well maybe i do but i don’t want to believe it. i’ve been liking you for now over a year. i’m getting tired of the little games we’re playing with each other. i pass by you like nothing’s wrong but once i get closer i see that you don’t want me there with you at that exact moment. but once i’m gone you text me...
Jun 27th
graduation
i can’t understand how quickly two years went by in middle schoool. just a couple months ago i was complaining how the school year isn’t ending but it came too soon… i’m leaving middle school and moving on. leaving my friends isn’t as easy as i thought it’d be. friends are leaving, and im staying here. i’m going to miss everyone so much <3 
Jun 24th
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end of 8th grade year
so in about one more day on thursday night i’m going to be walking down the aisle and getting my diploma… i can’t imagine myself graduating but here i am i don’t feel like im ready yet i’m excited to face the new things in highschool. i hate to leave my friends here, most of them are coming with me but other are going to the academies…  i’d have to say,...
Jun 23rd
finallly
i haven’t been on in a while ><  well finally it’s a week until school’s over we have half days now !  i’m so glad that we have it but i’ so sad we’re leaving.  but i still have all my friends besides some who are going to the academy…. i’m going to miss them :/  well i’m currently with my two friends nathalie and natalie and i...
Jun 21st
guys are a pain.
GUYS SHOULD JUST STICK WITH ONE GIRL. literally. -.- guys move on from girl to girl giving each one a different signal… like wtf don’t try to be a player or no one will ever want to go out with you. sigh…. why do guys even give mixed signals. you’re leading the girl, yet breaking her heart. DUMBSHITSSSSSSSSSSSS.  -.- sigh 
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“Smiling all the time doesn’t hide your pain. it just shows people that...”
– Grace Kang 
Jun 18th
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does it always have to be this way?
i wonder, does every outcome with who i like have to turn out this way?  sigh it’s driving me insane. he’s driving me insane. i haven’t seen him in three weeks yet it feels like three years. i have a feeling you like someone else, and this feeling won’t go away. i wish it would. i want the relationship we had when you used to go out with your ex. we were closer… we...
Jun 17th
dinner dance night
ohmyfuckkkkinggoddd. last night dinner dance was AMAZING. the most fun i’d ever expierienced dancing, eating, winning gifts, but most of all dancing… LMAAAO let me tell youu it was so fun… frekaing fist pumping jumping up grinding behind teachers backs xD i love my 2010 class <3 too bad it had to end…. but it was amazing more than anything ever. besides everything...
Jun 11th
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dramashit.
i swear to you fucking now i hate drama. who the fuck thinks about drama? like what the fuck man seriously? and if someone doesn’t have fucking proof to prove that they did something then they should really just shut the fuck up. you can’t believe how pissed i am right now and i’m trying to relieve it by typing this. who do you people think you fucking are just because your...
Jun 5th
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DARRENFINK
so HI:D i’m here and next to me is the most wonderfulest person<3 GUESSSSS WHOOOOOOOO. if you guessed JUNPARK you’re wrong. it’s DARRRRRREEEENNNNNNNNFIIIINKKKKKK <3 yes the white kid <3 (: he thinks he’s so coooooool…… which he is of course <3 aaaaaaaaaaaagggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. so we’re at his house…....
Jun 1st
:O
HAI :D lmaaaaaaaaaao. i’m starting to sound like matthew…ew -.- okay anywaaays i fell asleep at like 7 yesterday because i was pisssed. woke up at like 5:45 took a shower got ready and now i’m here :D  aggggghhhhh…… i’m hungry… didn’t have dinner -.- my piercings hurt but i’m fine :D damn i need to wrap my hand again T_T anywaaaaaaaaays....
Jun 1st
May 2010
memorial daaaaaay !
alrightt so todaaaaaaaaay me and my fraaaaaan cindy went to the malll. i finallllly got my ears pierced<3 we went shopping got matching cute cardigans, and we watched dear john<3 (:  i had so much fun, until i came home -_________- freaking parents went to woodbury but of course didn’t bother to buy me anything, but bought my sister a freaking coach bag i swear to god my family is...
May 31st
CULTURE FAIR MEEEEEETING. 5/30/10
okaaaaaaaay. so right now and this very moment darren and jun are playing ping pong! hahaha<3 so we \had a culture fair meeeting and we had so much fun i especially loved the part where it was after we ate <3 or while we were eating :D i like found out that i was allergic to cats…. LOL (: i was crying scratching my eyes and in pain and then after darren’s mom gave me med. i...
May 31st
sadness -.- fail.....
agggggggh T_T PVT was like a failure…. but we did GREAT! hard for me too type…. hurt wrist and thumb ):  gaaaaaaaaaaah we could have done better…. but oh well we still have 4 more years to go tooooo !  aaagh <3 anyways so i love my church <3 
May 29th
PVT!
PVT BRIGHT AND EAAAAAAAAARLY. well i am SOOOOO ready to kick some vollleyballll buuuttttt ohyeah :D  hahahaa be jealous<3 you should be coming here :D 
May 29th
For 5 hours later
PVT!!!!!!!!!!!  is tomorrow :O  and we need a good night’s sleep… lol FAIL  <3 well i’m going to be at PVT the whole day tomorrow with CarolineLee<3 this Tumblr thing is confusing.. i have to get used to it :/ lol uhm well if you’re going to PVT look for me !  i’m WASHER and carolinlee is DRYER <3 we match :D okiedokies  night everyone<3 and...
May 29th
“Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you’ll land among the stars”
– Brian Litrell 
May 29th