August 2010
-_-
well currently on my sister’s new laptop while she’s trying to fix my computer.
i don’t really understand why she got a laptop -____-
and really, she had to get the one that i wanted -_____-
ugh i hate my life. my computer’s so slow and she gets this amazing laptop
i’m so mad. >:O
July 2010
sigh.
Dear God,
i know you had made us so we can live the life that we want, and the life that we would love, but i’m not loving my life at this point. i didn’t realize it before but now it’s so clear, i really don’t want to live this life anymore. the harder i try, the harder i get hurt, i less i try, the harder i get hurt, why can’t this ever be a win win situation?
...
:O
lmao… alalalaalalaaaaa
yea matthew wants me to hang out with him cause he couldn’t make it for last two weeks…. yea BULLSHITTTTTTTTTTT.
he can barely say happy birthday properly so what makes you think he’s going to hang out on a free day i have?
seriously it’s like retardeddddddddd. ughhhh whateverr i’m just tired -.-
:/
i hope you love her, and give her what she deserves
why?
cause i don’t want her to go through what i did, and i want her to receive everything i didn’t.
happy birthday to me(:
so today is my birthday (:
it was funnnn i guess?
yea… having 10 sour gummy worms shoved into my mouth is wonderful(:
i didn’t get much…. just a bracelet.. LMAO. fail -___-‘
sigh so i have summer school tomorrow and then i don’t know.
matthew wants to hang out fuck him.
but of course i might hang out with him anyways. ugh whatever.
SMFH
today was such a fucking fail.
(:
OKAY. i know that i should SERIOUSLY stop but ohmy he’s so nice.
cutest thing he’s said today: this is a math equation grace…… i<3u
AGHHHHHHHHHH<3
but before he was like “you don’t have to miss me, just stay by my side”
how cute<3
BLAH
july 22nd
AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH <3
so it’s 3 days till my birthday <3 and my crazy schooooool friends are all up on me cause i can’t hang out with them cause i’m with my church friends, (which i will never ever regret cause who can say no to a cute face like carolinelee?)
LMAO <3
OKAY SOOOOOO. i come back from summmmmer schoool and then like i’m on the computer and...
5 more days
ONLY FIVE MORE DAYS (:
(:
i love how i put you under douchebag cause that represents you soooo much <3
but i can’t stand how i feel slightly mean to you :/
but no offense i’m not sorry to you at all… LMAO
how many times you hurt me and how many times you left me?
YEA YOU SHOULDA FELT LIKE A JERK.
:D caroline lee <3
but then whenever you text me i laugh cause it says
text from:...
everything.
we can’t have everything in life.
i wish we could but of course we can’t. we get the things we can but wait until better things come, cause until then you never know what could happen. i loved him once and i loved him twice i think this is the third. i’ve been still waiting and i think i always will <3 never turn your back on the things you love cause you never know when...
evil
MUHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH
I FEEL SO EVIL. i like it. LMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAO
who caresssss?
who cares?
who gives two shits?
it’s only a birthday… right?
someone i wish i could meet!
i seriously wish i could meeeeeeeeeeet sandra bullock. i think she’s the most amazing actress i’ve ever seen in my life! she’s also realllly beautiful and has so much talent in her.
i also want to meeet GOD <3 some people say it’s impossible but i know that’s it’s not. if i keep believing and keep praising i know that i could meet him one day in my dreams...
holycrap. so trueeee !
”Men kick friendship around like a football and it doesn’t crack. Women treat it like glass and it falls to pieces.”
this is just like me! i’m so careful with my friendship that at times i lose that friend.
favorite internet friend?
uhmmm i don’t think i have one?
LMAO.
or ACTUALLLLLY.
i love nigahiga and andrew(:
but they’re not my friends.. LMAO (:
but yea <3
someone i wish i could meet is next!
we're on this crush thing again?
never had a boyfriend
im not a lesbian
so crush… hrmmmmmm………………
so yea most of you may know it’s like a one sided thing only i like him,
but of course he’s so adorable <3
the cutest thing he ever does agh !
and last night he was so worried about me.
like DUDE WTF STOP GIVING SIGNALS DAMNIT.
sigh -______________-
<3
a stranger?
okay well HI STRANGER :D
i don’t know which stranger to talk about so why not talk about all of em?
wellllll how are you today?
i’m okay i guess? i just feel ehhh and annoyed.
well i did absolutely nothing today !
but i found out that i’m going to nrb <3 with my lovely bestfriends (:
exclude one kid cause he ditched me after making plans.
but carolinelee got...
enough with the bullshit.
me and matthew are friends again!
lmao he thought i was mad at him and i thought he was mad at me!
<3 i love you matthew (:
bestfriends forever <3
(caroline don’t worry you’re my best girlfriend ! )
my dreams.
they’re not worth talking or thinking about anymore. i can’t stand it anymore. i had dreams of how lovely things could be but now it’s just nightmares. i can’t stand it now. the sight of his name his face NO. i don’t want to be anywhere near that.. but of course the minute i get to church he’s the only one i see.. i can’t continue on with this. god please...
my sister..
EW….. i hate her with a disgusting passion, just because she’s turning into a junior she thinks she’s so coooool. but NO you’re fucking gay. wow you have a blackberry congratulations. but you blame me for fucking random things that i didn’t even do. you take my money, OHYEAH YOU OWE ME MONEYBITCH. stop acting like you’re so cool cause your not you’re only...
my parents.
my parents have done the most for me in my life. they can be SO annoying and shit but i love them. they provide me with the things i need. and YEA they can be annoying getting up in my business and assuming that i’m lying or not really where i am. but my parents have done so much for me. i feel bad for what i didn’t do for them. seeing the way i treat them i’m sorry.
Dear...
my crush
WELLLLL. okaaaay so my crush must i say is pretty handsome (: a lot of people don’t tend to like him :/ but i guess it only matters if i do? not sure… but you know i just dont think we make a great couple… don’t you think? like a lot of people know that i like him and i don’t know he went out with my bestfriend yet he doesn’t go away from my head. he does the...
bestfriend
carolinelee<3 i think in my whole life, she’s the first person EVER to become bestfriends this fast (: it amazes me. i love how i can turn to her for aaaaaannnnnnyyyything. and she’s just thereee (: we give each other a look, we know something and we randomly start laughing. that’s TRUE friendship. i lava you (: <3
cindyfunez! this girl is amazing <3 i’ve...
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kpca
KPCA WAS THE MOST AMAZING EXPERIENCE ! i loved it <3 amazing worship and amazing sermons. more friends, more fun (: some people became annoying and i really disliked them at some points. but whatever. I LOVE MY NEW FRIENDS THOUGH:D
lmaaaao brenda, becky, nulee, andrew ssn, josh ssn :D
agh and of course more people ! kpca was amazing (:
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